32: Freedom

you were my happiness at that period of time . i knew what love was . but know , things started to get dimmer . i really miss you boy . miss everything about you . the way you would always gimme a 2nd msg if i nvr replied , give me calls if i dont contact you , the way how you pronounce words , i missed you calling me names . sometimes before i fall asleep i would think of you . the way you looked , the way you smiled , the way you called me shorty . i would miss the things we laughed about which was the guy whom you and your friends bullied . missed those silent moments , missed the first time we ate together at macdonalds . i just missed every single moment with you . everyday there would always be a moment whereby i think of you . i cant get myself to forget you fast although im trying . i know im in the wrong , butthat was in the past . will you forgive me and start afresh . why cant we atleast be good friends . if you approve of this , i would surely be happy to be contacting with you again . morever , be good friends with you . how i wish you could read this .

as usual , was late for school again today . got counselling . haiyaa , what a bore . went home , took a na . planned camcell to meet ilyka due to the weather . after the rain stopped , i went back to jrg house. and here i am . ilyka showed me this cute video of a three year old crying over justin biebier and how her drems of meeting him came true . it was sooo sweet ! and ilyka was jealous . hahahha . till here then . bye .