♣ Hello, I'm Miliana Amira, but call me Mia please.
I'm pretty shy so I'll just have a short profile.
I can be friendly if you are towards me.
I'm short and enjoys eating.
here i am again . updating my blog for today again . boredom strikes so i decide to update blog again . love love love . still trying to forget him .i know what its like to be lonely out of love .Man can never know the loneliness a woman knows. Man lies in the woman’s womb only to gather strength, he nourishes himself from this fusion, and then he rises and goes into the world, into his work, into battle, into art. He is not lonely. He is busy. The memory of the swim in amniotic fluid gives him energy, completion. Woman may be busy too, but she feels empty. Sensuality for her is not only a wave of pleasure in which she is bathed, and a charge of electric joy at contact with another. When man lies in her womb, she is fulfilled, each act of love a taking of man within her, an act of birth and rebirth, of child rearing and man bearing. Man lies in her womb and is reborn each time anew with a desire to act, to BE. But for woman, the climax is not in the birth, but in the moment man rests inside of her. sometimes i totally miss the feeling of having someone to hold on to . everywhere i go , no matter what i do , i just cant get you out of my head . there is always a moment whereby i remember you . i want this to be over . i want this to be through but in the end somehow it will always come back to thinking of you . it annoys me . i knew you didnt love me anymore like the way you used to . if only you would tell me how you really felt , i could put of my feelings to someone else who can truly love me all his heart and would not bring the issue of breaking up no matter what . so i told myself to get over you . i dont wanna be like how i used to be during the time i broke up with you . whereby i cant sleep , i had been awake , just lay in bed trying to deal with the pain alone . nonono . im not gonna be like that again .
