32: Freedom

been feeling really tired these days . not in the mood to update actually .went to sentosa yesterday with jiwe braders . ahcai , i want my chocolate ! haha .in the night met ilyka and black . waited for zul to end work . slacke at zul's blok . ika , den black went home . lastly mia . went to work this morning . he sent me (: ended work around 3plus . met zul and went back with him . met ilyka in the night . slacked with her and ifaa . then ajak black along . khoi came after that . slacked at pondok black . went home ard 10.40 . mat is gonna surrender tomorrow . im gonna miss you kudut ! got a shocked when i saw someone's personal msg . it was alittle hard on me as i still have feelings for him . love is so short but forgetting it is long . i promise myself to move on . just hope that he would last long with his girlfriend and gets his happiness . i begin to feel really unappreciated . well , sometimes i have to remind myself that i deserve someone better . someone who treats me right and makes me feel happy . just like i said in my older posts .