Was late for school today . after morning assembly , Mrs. Yeo warned me that the school is watching on my attendance . She told me i was on the list for chances of exploit-ion (im not sure if this is the right spelling , haha . ) which means suspension from school requested by MOE . then i would have to attend step-up B , instead of Step-up A . these Step-ups program are for pre-mature potential school leavers . my class was the worst express class ever . went to chemistry class . kecohh dokk . as the teacher was revising some notes with the class , ilyka said . " tak faahek seh ." i was laughing like mad as she wanted to say ' faham ' instead she said ' faahek.' not only that , i asked Ilyka where was Xuan Wei as i had not seen him for quite some time . she said , ' expansion . ' lol ! it was funny laa . school was okayy overall . in the night went to jp with kakak and my niece , Ira . at ard 9plus went to meet kenet . slacked with him awhile . tks for everything . appreciate it . after everything you told me , i realised now .

what he said was true . he told me to think through carefully . im now still at a young age . imagine if im attached to someone now and thinks that maybe we can last long . think carefully . imagine both of us were of the same age. after our graduation we are going to different schools and both of us gets to know different people , it may affect our relationship . unless we meet up every single day , from morning till night where he sends you home and you know both of you are already at home . now , that's strong realtionship . kan kenet kan ? somehow , i still love him . its hard forgetting someone whom i really love . i was expecting him to be my last but ended up we went seperate ways . im thinking of you everyday .