32: Freedom

“I’ll be your anchor, I’ll be your lover. I’ll do it all again for you. Let's fall in love again . I'll wait forever and a day . ”

its over . my relationship with him ended 2days ago . it really hurt me bad . mia sering memikirkan dirinya . tiap mlm mia selalu doakan agar pintu hatinya akan terbuka untukku lagi . aku sering terbayang waktu kita bersama . gurauan nya sering menghiburku , senyuman nya peneawr hatiku. betapa indahnya rasa pabila bersamanya . tetapi itu semua hanya tinggal kenangan . aku mencintainya tetapi mengapa harus jadi sebegini . betapa berat hatiku untuk melupakkan dirinya , tak sanggup ku kehilangan nya . segala harapan dan impian ku hancur dan musnah . ku berharap kau akan kembali , aku ingin kita seperti dulu lagi . apa salah ku hingga kan kaw harus meninggalkan aku . ku amat menyayangi mu . i'll be willing to wait forever and a day . let's fall in love again . I'll be your anchor , your lover . I'll do it all over again just for you . hari sebelom kita putus , mia msg die , asking him for forgiveness and stuff . still he did not want to get better with me . sebabkan die , mia jatuh saket . not been attending school for a week . i'd never expected we would end up this way . i cant say more , therefore had to respect and accept his decision . we went our separate ways . it was hard on me though . i was lucky i had opet and abg ein by my side during my break down of tears . tks guys for ur concern . i really appreaciate it loads . i love you guys ! im really glad i knew this 2guys . they were always there when i needed someone to talk to . its been nearly 4years i knew both of them . eventually opet was my ex . but know , we are bestfriends plus his mmy abg angkat now . haha . he once told me now that we are 'siblings' , i have to tell him anything that he needs to know and no more secrets between us . i remembered the time when i kept something from him and didnt tell him about it . one day , he finally gt to know about it and was mad and dissapointed at me . he even whacked me . im really glad to know him . yesterday , ppl texted me ajak but i could not make it . sorry guys . stayed home , checked my mails, tagged and others . at first i was wrong about her . im really glad i know her now . she sems nice ya know . korang2 tuh jekk salah anggap tentang die . wanna know more about you babe . and i need to ask you some questions about him . you were right . guys are mother-fucking liars . all they know is to hurt a girl's heart . well , not all guys though . aniway , hope to know u better kayy ? if possible lets be good frens XD anw , tks smallgirl and ilyka for the help on my blog . appreciate it . to ain , yeahh . i'll also be there for you . you can count on me . stay strong kayy ? (: