32: Freedom

Its the second week of school and i'm really really scared. O levels results were out last Friday and my schoolmates didn't do quite well. Quite a number didn't qualify to get into poly. I'M REALLY AFRAID OF O'LEVELS PLEASE! i have got a lot to catch up in my studies. i don't want to end up as a failure. i want to get into poly. so from now onwards i'll be really busy with schoolwork.no more going out with peeps or anyone unless if its study outing ^^and if i dont reply to anyone of your msgs , im sorry , kinda busy you see. just call me straight okay. i'll not be surfing the net so much now. no more going out on friday nights and weekends to enjoy. instead i'll be studying! anyone who wants to go study with me text me please!!!(: i'll need a lot of coaching and i'm glad a few of my friends wants to help me with it.

hello! im gonna type out another post. im bored actually. haha. slept at around 5plus and i was awakened by mum =_= she was bored and asked me to accopmpany her go jp. showered , got dressed and im off to jp. bought clothes and more accesories (: haha. i got to know someone really friendly . she's a pretty young lady and we talk to each other as if we have known each other for so long. haha! padahal , before that when i slack with her and the others i didnt talk to her at all. lol. this tuesday im gonna go dating with her , kan chaa kan? * kening up up* hahaha. its raining outside and i feel like sleeping but i cant. waiting for kakak's call and she will be fetching me to sleepover her house. busy day tmr , going jemputan. its been a long time since i went to any. haha. till here then. calobehteh! ^^

everything is changing. Day by day, we don’t notice it, but just look back over the past years and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and older we are the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all that’s left would be memories.i hope 2011 would be a better year for me. no more fooling around. i have to get out of trouble. its a very important year for me next year. i'll be going to secondary 4 and its gonna be a tough year. i'll be sitting for my O'levels! gosh. better stay home and study , no more slckiong and sleeping late at night. anyone who wants to join me study in the library please do :DD

Its over. i totally regretted being with him. i made a big mistake by falling in love too fast. im never wanting to repeat that big mistake of mine ever again. if not next year i'll be a year single , then can celebrate. lol , lame. .for now , i just want to focus on my studies and enjoy life. i still havent moved on as i still have that feeling of hurt , betrayal and cheated. he has moved on now with his new gf.i felt so hurt knowing that. i wanted us to atleast still get along as friends with each other eventhough we're not together anymore. tsk , idk what more to say. you have hurt so many innocent hearts.i keep going into your profile. ey you , if you were to read my blog ,i hate you for what you did to me but i dont hate you. okay , lets not talk about that jerk anymore.makes me wanna go wild and cry all night long.
my birthday just passed a few days ago. there was a little bbq at my house and i invited a few friends. sorry cine , koi , rawi and panda if there was not much fod left and you guys felt boring. hehe.
going out to town today with bestfriend <3 , brende , to meet up someone for awhile. faster wake up brende ! haha. im feeling so sick now with sore throat and flu.